Showing posts with label trust. Show all posts
Showing posts with label trust. Show all posts

Sunday, June 3, 2012

[Journey on Waiting 5] Going poetic



As I was going through blogs about waiting, I've somehow made reflections that I would want to express it in a poem. :) It's been so long since I wrote a poem. That last one I believe was in college. Here goes my freestyle poem writing... Haha!


Why wait?
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Why should I wait?
When they say,
that all that matters
is today?

Why should I wait?
When they say,
things can happen
without delay?

Why should I wait?
What's the deal?
Well, my Maker told me,
"For I am God, you be still."

What's the point of faith?
What's the point of hope?
What's the point of tomorrow?
If we don't wait?

What's the point of grace?
What's the point of the cross?
What's the point of salvation?
If we can't wait?

Don't focus on waiting.
But fix your eyes on the Blessing.
For the Blessing in waiting,
is a relationship with a King!


Happy Waiting! :)

28: Career Choices



My first job is still my current job. After I graduated from college, I immediately looked for a job that suited my degree. And gratefully, God gave me the best job. I can't believe that I'll be turning 7 years in the company this August. I remembered I was about to give up when I thought that nothing great was going to happen in my career. Then, all of a sudden, opportunities came, just at the right time. Talking about God's timing. :)


There are times that I would think about trying other companies and seeking better opportunities but I really never do anything about it. I never submitted any resumes or even deliberately look for jobs. Those were just spur of the moments. But not until I got back from Canada. I was opened to a lot of options. And my desire to work abroad grew. Actually, I got a change of heart because I never wanted to work abroad before. 


But right now, I'm not yet sure if this is what God wants for me. It would take a lot to actually leave my current job because I still enjoy what I do and now having the chance to really mentor a team, it would also be a lost privilege for me. When there was a door for me to go back to Canada, I wanted to take control and push it. But I didn't. I trusted God. Because I believe that no one could ever hinder His plans. It was a great opportunity but God knows what's really best for me. 


Just this week, I posted my updated resume to job sites and I received some responses through email and even got a phone call. I wasn't expecting any of it. And I actually felt scared. I'm not sure if I would even be qualified or if I'll even pass the interviews. It was the same feeling when I was looking for a job for the first time. I'm not even sure if it's even the right thing to do for now.


I was very much encouraged with the message today. Practicing God's presence. This is what I really need to do more than anything else. To be able to hear God clearly and know His will for me, I need to be in His presence constantly. I got so focused thinking what are the next steps I need to do instead of focusing on God. More than anything else, I need to understand the heart of God for my career. Why, what and where? And make it the desire of my heart as well.

Hebrews 13:5
 Keep your lives free from the love of money and 
be content with what you have, because God has said,
“Never will I leave you;
  never will I forsake you.”

Knowing that God will never leave me no matter what, I just have to wait and be still.



Saturday, February 18, 2012

You gotta have faith!

For the past two weeks, the name "Jeremy Lin"  has been seen and heard in all forms of social media. He has become a sensation to both basketball and non-basketball afficionados. People cheer and applaud for him for different reasons. As for me, I applaud for him not just because he really plays well but for his boldness and being vocal in sharing his faith. Every end of his game, he knows who he is playing for.  His faith brought him to this great breakthrough in his life. If he had given up basketball and didn't trust that God would give the best for him, he could have missed this blessing. Indeed, faith can move a mountain.  (Matt 17:20)

While reading all the stuff about Mr. Lin, I've been reading in parallel the story of Brother Andrew. Unlike Jeremy Lin, not a lot would be familiar with him. But his life is one great testimony of faith too. I wish I could just put all his faith stories here (check the book God's smuggler). He is God's smuggler of Bibles to countries that restrict it. He had crossed many borders just trusting that God would make the guards  not see the Bibles. And, indeed they didn't! On times that Brother Andrew would need provision, blessings would just come from everywhere without even asking.  One of his stories that really struck me was when his friend told him that he should learn to drive because he would need it someday. He didn't have a car that time that's why he never learned driving. But so he did. Until one day, another friend of him gave him a car for his mission trips.  Indeed, faith is sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.  (Heb 11:1)

This next story is my personal story. When I started working, I got excited with credit cards. Not all gets approved when you apply for one and I was happy that I was. And then, one was not enough that I got another one.  Until I came to a point that I realized my salary all went to payments for my rent , cards and my day to day expenses. I could not even save, all the more, tithe.  In short, I was in debt dilemma. And from there, I made a faith goal that before the year ends, I will have all my cards cut. Not only that, I have to start tithing along with paying more than the minimum due of my credit card bills.  With my salary that time, I just didn't know how to do it. But I just trusted that God will take care of any unplanned expenses. By faith, I gave my every first to Him. And amazingly, even before the half of the year, I had my two credit cards cut! Indeed, faith can deliver you! (Luke 12:22-31)

God is at work in all of us in different ways. We may not be famous like Jeremy Lin, but in God's eyes, we all are famous to Him, our Heavenly Father. Just so you know, your faith in Him counts big time as it counted for Jeremy Lin or Brother Andrew.  I just remembered in the session that I attended last night by Dr. Caroline Leaf. From the words of a scientist, she said, "Have faith."  

 "Then Jesus said to the disciples, “Have faith in God. I tell you the truth, you can say to this mountain, ‘May you be lifted up and thrown into the sea,’ and it will happen. But you must really believe it will happen and have no doubt in your heart. I tell you, you can pray for anything, and if you believe that you’ve received it, it will be yours. But when you are praying, first forgive anyone you are holding a grudge against, so that your Father in heaven will forgive your sins, too." - Mark 11:22-25